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Well, depi brought up the memory of our meeting and the beginning of our friendship. It was a good and happy memory to have, yet it drudged up memories from previous years and such as I have been on gaia. Some good and some bad and some happy while others...just plain sad for me. Listening to my newly created slowish/sad/peaceful playlist did not help me out since the random songs mostly happened to envoke the memories that I would rather just forget about. Though, I pined over them and decided to get back on my old account. Lets just say that it wasn't the most smart idea that i ever had. I deleted all the bad things that made me sad (well most of them). Yet, I happened to go the saved tab in the mail and I saw that I had saved a few things. Reading those today, I (again) wished that I had not. I just broke my heart all over again, but I remembered the good times too.

Here's one thing that I had saved. I thought that it was sweet at the time I received it from an old love, but now I just find it sad and depressing and false (Not that I'm trying to put that person down or anything):

*Sings*

"I put a spell on you
cause youre mine
You better stop the things you do
I aint lyin
No I aint lyin
You know I cant stand it
Youre runnin around
You know better baby
I cant stand it cause you put me down
I put a spell on you
Because youre mine
Youre mine
I love ya
I love you
I love you
I love you anyhow
And I dont care
If you dont want me
Im yours right now
You hear me
I put a spell on you
Because youre mine"