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March 14, 2006
So I'm kind of just waiting for Gabe to break down and IM me. I know he's sitting there online, watching to see if I'm on and stuff, because he's on quite a bit now, when it used to be he played World of Warcraft all day. He wants to IM me but he's afraid to. I'll just let him keep waiting and being scared until he gets over and IMs me, because I'm not going to make it easy and IM him. I dunno what I'll even do or say when he does. But I would rather he IM me than get Greg more involved. This doesn't concern Greg. But last night he used Greg as messenger to find out stuff. Undoubtedly trying to see if his plan worked and made Kaz mad, which it didn't, but I didn't give him the satisfaction of knowing that. I don't want him trying something else. I can't believe the stupid thing Kaz did. I found out last night that he'd spent way more on Leowen than he'd acted like before, and hadn't gotten me a Christmas gift this year on top of that, and on top of it all, his parents are nearly broke and are needing money from him now. And he spends it on this jerk. When I've given him things and not expected anything back because of them not having much money. And he argues that he's spent more on me because he bought me a stupid necklace a long time ago that costed more than what he spent on Leowen. But he doesn't buy me things now and instead buys things for other people and I'm just sick of everyone else coming first. I really wish I'd made him get me something for Christmas. I did complain at Christmas about not getting anything but I wanted him to choose to get me something himself instead of demanding it, because it just didn't seem right. And I just felt mean to do that. But he is so mean to me. And next gift giving thing that comes I'm expecting something. I think my birthday is what's next, and unfortunately that's a long time from now but I'm going to make it a point that he has to get me something this time. Because if he can go and buy crap for these other people he can give me something. I'm just sick of how he's been treating me but I might have finally gotten across to him last night, I don't know, I'll have to see. He doesn't even give me anything on Gaia which doesn't cost him real money, unless he used money to get me a donation item which isn't even necessary since I can donate myself. Well at least today I didn't have to sit home all day. My mom needed to buy a gift certificate so we went and ate dessert so I had cake for lunch, and I'd had pie for a snack before we went, since we didn't know we were gonna do that, and couldn't finish the cake, too much sweet stuff. I'll finish it later though. So all I had was chocolate dessert stuff until dinner. XD
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