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March 13, 2006
Well now I'm really pissed. I thought I could trust Gabe with something and he went and did what I told him not to do. I had to tell him something that Kaz didn't want me telling people, and I didn't want to tell him but I didn't know what else to do about it, but I figured he could keep quiet, and he did for a long time, but since Kaz had wanted me to talk to him about the things he was doing to Kaz, he got mad. I don't see why he got mad, he was bothering the hell out of Kaz and enough was enough. And I know how Kaz feels because people have done this sort of thing to me before. It's pretty much the same as when Andrew kept coming in and saying he was raping me and it got really old after awhile. So of course Kaz got sick of Gabe pretending to hit on him and rape him and a bunch of stupid crap like that. And Gabe got mad at Kaz for being sick of it. And I think he's after something else too, and hoping there will be something in it for him if he can get Kaz pissed at me, which there isn't. He thinks he has to look after me but he doesn't, I can take care of myself and decide things by myself and don't need him to interfere. His plan or whatever failed anyways because Kaz is just pissed at him rather than me, but I still feel bad about it, like it was my fault for telling him, though I didn't know what else to do. And he tried to get my mom involved also, but my mom likes Kaz more than Gabe so that's not gonna work. Still you don't go telling someone's mom about private stuff and it just really pisses me off and embarasses me somewhat. So basically Gabe is doing what all the other people in the past has done, same as Isaac, Brett (who I actually ended up forgiving, but he was in on it for Gabe last time, I know it), and Leowen. So Gabe's another to add to that list of people who can't mind their own business when it comes to my decisions. Or Kaz's. So no more chats for Gabe, that's for sure. And you know, I'll be nice. If he IMs me I'll talk to him, as long as it doesn't have anything to do with Kaz or any of this. I bet Kaz won't talk to him though. And if Gabe calls me, I'm not so sure I'll answer. He hasn't spoken to me at all today though, guess he knows better than to. He gave me a huge headache last night and pissed me and Kaz off and everyone thinks he's weird anyways.
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