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Hello.

Nothing much to say, just thought I'd update. Now that we know I'm not dead, I guess I can tell you guys about what has happened and yeah...

I got my hair cut! ^_^ I'll show you later. And I went to visit a hundred doctors. They all molested me and crap. And you know, that's the weird thing about me latley. For the past few days, all I tend to think about is like, perverted things. Like sex for example. I dunno why, but I just have this big urge to go out, and get laid. Not really get a boyfriend, just...get laid. I'm 15 and all, and my hormones are acting up, as usual. But now it's just like, I'm waiting to get laid. Like, I really want it. I want someone else to touch me, I don't want to touch myself. It's no fun anymore. I want someone who is willing enough to just ******** me. Is that too much to ask?

Well, maybe it is, but still. I just don't feel like being a virgin anymore. I don't plan on being a prostitute, but that's one of my goals in life. Get ******** before I die. Or at least before my urge quits messing with me. Which will take a while. I had hopes before, but now I'm totally getting off of that hope. It's gone, and I'm fine with it. I just...want to experience sex. I don't care if it's with another girl or guy. I just want to do it, and see for mysaelf whether or not I want to do it again.

I know I'm weird. XD