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this was written long ago...
to a guy that decided i wasn't enough, and that he needed to see someone else while we were still together. i've long gotten over it, but i think this is one of my best poems

Sometimes I wonder why I worry,
Sometimes I wonder why I care.
Sometimes I wonder why I let myself
Be bothered by the fact that you're not there.

I like to say I've moved on,
I like to say I'm through.
I like to say my life is better
Now that it no longer revolves around you.

So why can't you get out of my head?
So why can't you let me be free?
So why can't these thoughts of you vanish,
And let me go back to being me?

I'm done with all the riddles,
I'm done with all the games.
I'm done with all the things you've done
And thinking about how much you've changed.

Leave.
Me.
Be.