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Flirting, nudging, tickling, smiles;
Poking, laughing, massaging, and wiles.
There's no way to describe the happiness I felt--
I thought I'd found someone who liked me, and it made my heart melt.

But sometimes initial perceptions are wrong;
Your heart dies a bit when you found out you've been led along.
What makes me special from the other girls you know?
I'm crying on the inside, but trying desperately not to show.

It's the fact that I was so happy that makes this pain so intense;
The fact that all those feelings were strung along by pretense.
I'll get over this mood shortly--don't worry about how I feel.
I guess I'll just keep looking for a love that's actually real.