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Isn't it just the coolest name you ever heard? Toribio....It's so awesome. Anyway that's not really what I am writing about.... What I'm really writing about is my friend Ryan. He's the sweetest person ever. All weekend we talked on the phone and texted like all day. Saturday and Sunday...Ugh, it was so great. We would talk for like two three hours at a time, most of the time nOt really saying anything except telling eachother about the movies we were watching.. He asked me the funniest thing since both of our parents are partiers, what would happen if my mom got a new boyfriend and it was his dad and come to find out that they would be getting married soon. I was laughing so hard. He said would we be able to escalate to anything or would everything have to stop there. As much as I like him, everything would have to stop there. He would be my stepbrother then, and I would have to put my feelings aside for that. Though sometimes, steps do fall for eachother and it doesn't really seem fair that they can't be with that person without being seen as disgusting or someone saying "thats your sister!" or "that's your brother!" If you don't see the person that way, if their your step, why can't you be with them? IDK. Anyway, he has a job as an AV tec. which is cool. He doesn't think it's important, but people need him, so it really is. I was so jealous when he told me he got his own desk jst for that. Grrrrrrr....so lucky.