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So here I am on Journal again to talk about my troubles. I don't know who will read this but...yeah >_> ...

So, I went on this field trip and my friend "Zahira's" boyfriend come to the zoo. Then this girl "Laura" started talking crap about "Zahira". Saying "ohhh I saw "Zahira" with this guy who she says is her cousin, but it's not it's her boyfriend because they were kissing and s**t". I got really pissed and I'm like /... "really?" It's none of her buisness.

So the following day I tell a couple of my close friend about me going to beat "Laura" up for talking s**t about "Zahira". Then the day after I told a couple of my friends, I told another one and I guess one of "Laura's" "friends ( I don't even think she has any since she's such a b***h to EVERYONE)" told "Laura" and then "Laura" came up to me and said " If you want to talk behind someone's back say it to their face."

Wow. :/ ... Really?

I don't see a reason why I can't talk s**t behind your back. You talk s**t behind other peopls backs. So...I guess my main point is "Why should I respect her, when she doesn't respect me." It's really dumb.

I felt kinda bad about talking behind her back, so I tried to confront her and apologize. She just kept her back turned to me and said "You aren't sorry because if you were you wouldn't have done it." That made no sense. How can I be sorry when I did it? You can only be sorry AFTER you do something? If I repeated to talk about her even more then it would mean I'm not sorry.

So her not giving a crap about ending the drama, just made me even more pissed. I talked to "Zahira"'s friend, I talked to people who knew "Laura" and they said that "Laura" was a b***h and no one likes her a**.

So now I still feel a little bad because I talked behind her back. But I feel content knowing she can't do a s**t to me because no one likes her, and she has no proof so as long as I don't hit her I can't get in trouble with the dean.

That's all my drama for today. :.)