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This weekend was a great weekend though i miss my teddy already

and i wish i could just say whats bothering me... though i think it's stupid and just nothing i should be taking to heart but i do... I'm mad but not at the person i'm mad at me. He's seen that somethings wrong but i deni it since i just don't know how to speak about it... it to me is embaressing, though something i need to resolve or at least be able to push past it... one thing if i can't speak about it directly i'm going to be in direct sort of hint it but not be so blunt and direct. one way to tell if i'm bothered by something is i found i always look sad even if my mood isn't i just end up showing my true feelings weither or not i maybe happy or fine. I want to talk toh im but i just can't -sighs- let alone anyone... Though reasons why i don't do half the things some people do because i am not able to do it right let alone good. -sighs- i realize this must make no sense but i don't want to reviel what it is directly and so i am confussing this a bit so it may not be so obviouse.

hmm well i think thats all i can think of.... least for now that is indirect of my feelings i have.