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Soon it will be the 14th of FEB. Everyone knows what day that is. I hate this day with a passion. No one ever wanted to give me a single card. The teachers made every girl in class give me one. I started not to care about anything, or one. I am now 18, and in college, and I still hate this day. I stoped giving cards to people in the 3rd grade. I thought if no one wants me, then I would hate and cause some pain on others. So I started takingthings that wasn't mine to take. They always did it to me, and then they told me while laughing in my face. I hated them, so I took back what was mine and then some. I couldn't cause pain everyone could see, no then people would know it was me. So I did what I did, and to this day I have been ashamed of what I have done.