Yeh, I really don't feel so hot today. And it's not just because I've been sick lately... I dunno why but I feel kinda depressed today. I just finished drawing Ruw-Chan today, with a background and everything. But the problem is, whenever I look at it, I feel kinda embarassed and ashamed that it's so bad. Ruw-chan is such a good artist, that I'm embarassed to give him something so utterly awful. Even Ruw-chan's doodles are so much better than me.
Not just that, but when I tried to draw something, it looks it an effing piece of crap. It isn't just today, this starts to happen to me a lot lately. I'm trying out new techniques to my art, in desperate hope that something will turn out right. I want to hold an auction with Amy but I'm worried that no one will bid (more embarassing for me). I think that I'm not so bad, but I really am. Sometimes I feel like I have no ego but when I build an ego, I feel like I'm bragging, or I have too big of an ego. I want to tell someone how I feel at the moment to make my misery go away, but I fear they will just laugh at me. I'm hoping it's just one of those phases of depression I feel, and it'll all go away soon. I just feel really bad right now. Bad enough to write about it online. I try to hide it, but the depression builds up. Ugh.
Artists block and depression. </3
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Plus, how are we supposed to fly like this if you feeling not so hot?
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So feel better love, and know that your stuff is so far from bad, (unlike mine xD) and be happy! ^^;