the never ending quest to find balance and stability. i wish for something to hold to... to hold me in place. i'm going to school i'm working... hopefully this will bring me some sort of security. i wish.. for the finite sometimes. for all my questions to be answered and to just stay in one place, to not think and to just know. i enjoy the struggle too much. i enjoy music and movement and chaos. i enjoy the questions, yet at the same time they're wearying. i'm sometimes tired of asking. i sometimes wish i was just told... but then i'd never really know.
i'm glad i'm happy though. i think maybe i should question but not dwell on the questions.. to put them aside till i can answer and not jump to a milion possible conclusion. there are soo many possible answers i can't dwell and try to understand all of them. i will be content
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