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i feel like everything in this world revovles around something bad. the happy things come at the expense of others. everything is the pain. i have been a studier of the people around me and have noticed something. everyone is just going on. instead of people changing it or fighting back everyone just finds something to cover it up. a temporary way of escape and thats the world. everyone finds something to use to forget the world. some use drugs others sex, video games, books, writing. cutting, all just to escape. i am no exception. the only diff is not everyone realizes that they are just running looking for the next escape. those who do realize how much pain there is in living become even more bent on escape even going to means of death. i don't mean to get people mad but i have noticed this. i to look for an escape. i took a more negative approach and do bad things to my body while others do other things but it all is the same. even anime one of my most favorite thing in the world i use to forget reality to escape into there world. this is just my begging observation