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I realized something... I like helping people with their problems, it just makes me feel like a better person, like, I can make a difference in someone else's life, where I can't make a difference in my own.

And I reread one of our old conversations today... The one that talked of finding a partner and the concept of soul mates... You'll find someone who can stand you... I know you will. You're just too much of a likable person... I wish you weren't blind to that. And... you don't believe in soul mates, and I do... Perhaps that's why you can detach yourself so easily... Perhaps I need to get off that ridiculous notion of soul mates... nothing in my life is going right... But now that school is starting again, I'll have something to distract me. And you probably won't even read this.... It's a force of habit, like you said.... I need to get rid of that god forsaken habit.