And this is what happens when I want to talk to him. I can't. I really should learn from the past. Obviously it can't be like it was two years ago... He was always there for me. I don't even know why I bother. I suppose reading old conversations will be enough for me... *wipes away tears*
Written in the Sky
Displaying my emotions was always difficult for me to express,
Even as a child, it never came easily.
Oftentimes I would wonder if there was something wrong with me,
Was I not capable of showing how I felt?
Staring outside the window,
I looked beyond my reflection and I realized something.
For the days where I felt sad,
The sky cried, the tears that I could not release fell upon every blade of grass.
For the days where I felt angry,
Quick flashes of light traveled across the sky, the sharp emotions that I dared not to show.
For the days where I felt like screaming,
The earth shook and loud roars could be heard throughout the distance.
For the days where I felt happy,
The sky shone with a brilliant light, radiating energy off every surface imaginable.
For the days where I felt like I could fly,
The wind carried me high above the clouds, my soul danced freely with no boundaries.
For the days where I felt gentle,
Snow descended from the heavens, kissing the flowers as it drifted to each petal.
And for the days where I felt a need to be protected,
The clouds shielded every danger that would come my way and harm me.
I soon realized that it’s not that I had difficulty showing my emotions,
It was rather that I had another means of expressing them.
The sky described my emotions in the most beautiful manner,
It wasn’t something that I could show, but rather, something that was written in the sky.
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What goes on in my head... It's not so much of a mystery... Especially when you learn to read between the lines.
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