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If you haven't already looked at my profile, my current multimedia song is "Stronger" by Britney Spears. When I was younger, this is the song that I listened to when I needed to feel brave or strong. When I was younger, I used to be so independent. I feel as I have gotten older, as I have become a young woman, I have become more dependent upon others. My mom tells me that when I was a toddler, I used to throw spoons and forks across the room if she tried to feed me. If someone tried to open up a door for me, I would slam it shut and open it up myself. I have always wanted to be independent, and I still do.

As of right now, I feel too dependent on others. Yeah, there's going to be so much change happening so quickly. It's already happening. But I don't want that to make me too dependent. I want to be strong, and I want to be able to make it on my own. I want to dance around to "Stronger" in my bedroom, singing into a hairbrush just like the good old days, and mean it.

I want people to see me as independent. I want people to look at me and be like, "Wow, she's a confident, sexy, brave young woman." It sounds stupid, but that's how I feel.

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