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Just when you think something important has died, there comes a point when it knocks at your heart and you know, it's time to reserect it before is is dead forever. I am taking up the Chocolatier yet again. I just love it too much. If anyone wanted to write something for it -ANYTHING- please do so before March! That's my deadline.




S.C. is getting married. I never thought that she's do it this early. She's still too young if you ask me. But it's not my life. I'll still love her. Even though we fought last time... it still hurts, those words and what she thinks of me.


"if you don't go all the time [to church] it means God is not first place in your life...it means you think other ways of praising God are sufficient when there is only one true way...that means nothing else works." -S.C.

a few words later...

"Don't you belive that I've tried and changed?" -me
"yeah but not in a way i agree with at all...you've changed alright" -S.C.

and a few more words later...

"i am still your friend I just feel we have nothing in common, you cut your hair,you cuss,you hang out with people I wouldn't hang out with, you chase guys." -S.C.
"That dosn't reflect my soul... I am friends with people who respect me and my belives. If you ailenate the people that we need to get to know, how can you honestly belive that you can help them? If you wont try to get to know others, how do you expect people to get to know you?" -me
"and see in the truth that is the only real thing that ties me together with people like B. because other than the truth we don't have much in commonand I try to live a life with Christ within everyday so that every person I pass on the street can see i am different" -S.C.
"I do the same, but I am with them so they know me and what I belive. I hope an pray that God will use me to reflect himself and bring people to him in HIS own way."-me

This is a rather religious ""discussion"". If you know me in real life, you know that I'm religious and do my best to be a living testimony. God is first in my life. I work daily to make Him first.