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Has anyone ever thought about dieing... I scared myself awhile back... I tryed over-doseing my self; I was only thinking about the pain and how much I wanted to escape it... My mind was going black when I realized what I'd done. Luckily my mother came in to my room and called the ambulance; at the hospital they forced me to drink charcoal and pumped my stomach... I was dead for three minutes before they could resusitate me... I don't really know why I'm typing this but, I need to tell someone what an idiot I was. I really wanted to end it all, but near the end I didn't want to let go of life... I still cry about this... I just didn't think about it. I wanted out so bad I was willing to do this... I guess where I'm going with this is that no matter how dark it gets, it can't be dark forever, so please just hold on to what little life you have... don't make that one final mistake that guarantees nothing but sadness... I don't care what you are going through, this is not the answer.
Sqourge
 Sqourge · Sun Nov 15, 2009 @ 08:28am · 0 Comments |
