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I made myself out to be more angry than I really am and was yesterday. I'm just really more hurt than anything. I just don't completely understand.

I never thought being close to my family could be a problem. But all the planning I was doing is all down the drain now. With my mother and my youngest siseters moving to PA, me and my two other sisters were supposed to get the apartment. I was really just helping her move in. I guess..... Idk. I'm in school and couldn't make it back and forth to PA and make it to school, not unless I transferred and I don't want to do that. Besides that fact that, thanks partly to being hit by a car, my grades suck right now. But I guess now I can focus on work and not have him on my mind all day lol :p. I just really wanted it to at least last till his birthday, which I was planning a surprise party for, but oh well. Time to get over things.

Too bad too I really wanted to take a trip. Click Link, very hot Hoslte. Lmao, it's a floating hotel. Yeh it's on the water.