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Break Up
Well I've gone through my first official break up, from my first official relationship. The whole situation, about why we broke up, I saw happenning. I guess this is why it's better not to get attached to ppl.
Yes I'm upset, frankly I'm right down angry, but at least he'll be safe now. There's been a bunch of s**t happening around Matt that he doesn't know about (and I've been trying to work around, seeing as I didn't and don't know the full extent of it), but seeing as we're no longer together everything should simmer down.
My family liked him, but he didn't know how to deal with my closeness to them, besides the fact that my family can be really scary, is why scary movies don't bother me too much. (I'd laugh at that last comment but...) I'm just glad I've trianed myself against crying. (Is probably the reason i broke my hand.)
Ah!!! The more I think about it, I'm pissing myself off. Maybe if I hadn't a family things might have worked out.

This is just me venting, more than half of this stuff I'll have to fix to make any complete sence. Least it was after my b-day. I may just eat that ting I brought for him..... IDK cry cry cry