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times were bad when winter break was here, i was going crazy at extrimly up set, so was mike. he was worryed about me and geting sick because of me sad
my step dad had break one day too, and that was hell, and that was one of the worst days, mike was up set and i was crying. but when the next day came him and i talked to mom, which was only a little help but we now know where she stands in this, yes she suports but she says this, mike, me, my dissons, and anything i diside for myself is a mistake, that i am too young to say what i want, she is protecting me from what is going to shape me in the futre. mike was told be her that he can't say what i should do and he has no right to worry for me, i told her that i love him and that i am in her house for 2 things school, and food...she didn't take that well lets say. but the next day was back to normale >_<
we don't talk as much as we used to, and i am happy for it, i see where i am in her little wold where its just me and her, where she can have me and no one else can, mike and i have made further plans for next year, and these new and improved plans, i can see little way to get past it, and we have me, i can understand mom better then mike and i know what she will say, and i know it won't be good, so i think i should grabe my 3 books and some cloths and a note saying i will get the rest of my stuff later and that i am at mike's, this is will go bad i know but i will be 18 next year, if this is a mistace then i will learn, if its not then i have proven my mom wrong and everyone that said this is a mistake, which only mom and jason and his family says it is. but mike's said this is best, if she shelters me it will ruin me. ok but yeah, other then all this, life is better since i am back at school and mike is better too. and so am i ^_^