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ok well lets see, we are moving. i have been packing my stuff up and mom is painting the rooms and packing...as for stepdad...hes dead I MEEN packing as well, sorry i forgot my fantsy worlds not real sweatdrop but yeah, life is sucking, step dad got so close to hiting me, it was so close i wished he did it too >_<
other then that it sucks, buti have mike and my friends liz, hippie, and shannin to keep me up *hugs mems* i may not know mems in person but i think she is still kick a** lol she is upset like me too and she helps alot ^_^
OH also since i am moving i havn't eaten anything real, like food! i have been eating poptarts and cerial thats about it, last night i had food, i didn't eat it all *didn't feel good* ummmm and i havn't been sleeping well, like a few min. then i wake up. there are these 2 guys *friends* Steven and Ben, there ALOT older then me, but there both cool *there also gay* but there not looking to get lied or anything like that. there like an older version of me and mike lol its kinda scary really *shivers* lol not really, i talk to Steven alot, him and i get along well. we all found out that i act more like Steven and Mike acts like Ben lol
i am feeling better...well a little, things suck but i keep telling myself to hold on till next year or even not that long, knowing jason he might hit me earlyer.
if anyone has probloms close to this or u are just having probloms remember there are others in this world that are having worse and if u don't think that *mike don't* remember to just hold on and keep ur chin high, things have to always get better, in one way or even another.
 The Ricky · Sat Dec 17, 2005 @ 07:03pm · 0 Comments |
