Normally it'll take me a long time to figure out what to put in a journal. I keep one under my nightstand and always have trouble describing my day.
So right now I'm sucking on a Root beer flavored lollypop and trying to think of how to put my thoughts into words.
I'm feeling a bit low at the time. I know Kagai hates my guts. She's an awfully nice person. I think it's just the shock of Jeff letting her go. I hope she won't be too angry at me. I've apoligized once and the other day a freind of hers tried to slice off my ear while I hung leisurley from a beam in the rafters of the CrossRoads.
I guess I'll have to remember to write every day. Sometimes I get bored putting down my opinion when no one I know will probably read any of it. Less likely would I ever become a soft person? I wish I could be nice sometimes. It's like part of me thinks of breaking down and being the kind person traped under the scared thought of loving. I don't quite know why I'm so bitter...I guess it's not really my fault. But sometimes I don't know who to blame.
 ~Rouge_the_Bat~ · Sat Sep 25, 2004 @ 03:28am · 3 Comments |
