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it hurts knowing the one who gave birth to you, who carried you for nine months just so the mother would just blame you for something you had no control over but she'd still blame you anyway. why is that? huh the child never does anything wrong yet what if the mother felt the need to always feel like she's right, and everyone else is wrong? whats a person to do but take it just so the mother feels good about herself, well i think some people would crack and start fighting back but then again their are some who would just keep taking it until they die. i guess i'm one of them but its starting to hurt really bad now know that my mother hates me, she blame every little thing that goes wrong in her life lol i'm not even living with her anymore but she still blames me but i'll take it just so she doesn't hurt my sister. i'll stay quiet, i'll even take it with me to the day i die and she might be happy when i die because she'll be in control of my sister again and i won't be there because i'll be died not a problem for her. i wonder would she then turn it on my sister when i die?