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An Affectionate Account (Love/Sex/Poetry/Ex's)
illusions of the Heart
the pendulum is swinging
swiftly
slowly

"he loves me"
she assures
me
his ex

"sweetie..."
the sigh
as i
wonder how to tell her

he's leaving you
but then
she'll cry

i don't want that
so i lie
sweetie

of course he loves you
just like he did
for me

he loves girls like us
needy
cutting

alone without him
lost when alone
bleeding away the pain

as the drops trickle
down the blade
we smile

your time is now
and i understand
mine was the past

tongue flickering
across his bare flesh
tantalizing

that was me once
then you
and now

no one

he cares
not really
don't believe the lie

he calls you baby
whispers goodnight
you think you are his only love?

his true woman
is his life
the adventure

he lives for her
and will die by her side
for she provides

that which we were unable
his escape
from them

passion is not enough
to return him to you
he wants more

he seeks her
his lady
his life

she's calling
her siren song
and he knows

now is his time
to escape
that which haunts him

into the doorway
he slips
but not unnoticed

you see
and tell the world
because the pain

is unbearable for you
but that was me once
and he did less for i

than you
sweetie
so don't cry

at least
to you
he whispers goodbye


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