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~~~no place like home~~~

its been a year now since i lived in the house, i brought myself clothes with money i found for the time being. I decided to head back home. After walking down a big hill i was started to reach the towns again, then I saw a girl i recognized, her name was Tina as I start to remember. While in the house i learned to transform into a dog which was the form i took now talking to tina who was also a dog. We were talking about what changed and how its been awhile since we seen eachother. Tina's tail started to twitch and a bullet ran skimming the fur on her back. As if by reflex we both took cover. Bullets were now flying everywhere, we edged forward into the houses close to the armies. Suddenly I kicked Tina away, she started to give out a Menancing Glare which quickly turned to fright as she saw a silver blade aim for where she was once at. I quickly took cover again and so did Tina. "Who are they, the soldiers" "they are not alive they are skeletons!" I added on yelling towards Tina. "Forget it, its a long story just take cover," Tina Replied. I decided to look out threw the side of the houses of gaia. "no you dont understand they are DEAD" Tina said trying to convince me to stop. "Well if theyre dead lets reason with them" I said as if it had logic. I walked infont of the army and asked "Guys lets not fight lets-!" quickly my voice was stopped by Tina pushing me into the wall to shut me up. "They are after me you idiot dont dare!" She replied. Just then a slim figure that was a blur hard to see walked around. "Tina is that you?" . We both stayed silent behind the building, with a quick flash and a strike as hard as thunder it sliced the house into two pieces. "You cant hide from me Tina" the voice said. He was clearly looking at Tina , i ran to attack but quickly as if he could foresee my attack, he grabbed me by the neck and held me in the air. Keeping his eyes stiff on Tina. It was hard to describe his figure, it was weird because i was so close to him. I think the darkness surrounding him made his body shift too much. Then i tried to scratch him with my claws, which made contact with his robe, when that happened it felt like a cold ice entered my body. He threw me into a wall and i was left there motionless. Only once have i felt this feeling when i came into contact with my Dark Guardian who is a girl. He went for Tina, and i was unable to move, The icicle feeling spreaded as though i was cold-blooded. My vision was shifting the tension of the houses into flashes of memories from my past. I Saw my parents die by looking threw a house just nearby, i saw myself with my evil grin and the dark aura consuming me in my youth. I then saw as i killed the Terrorist to break free. Next me was a frame that was showing a image of a scope aiming at a girls head whos face was covered. She was shot and a golden chain on her wrist lit when she fell back from the fire of the sniper rifle. I looked around as the city turned into an illusion of all my bad memories i was trying to avoid coming back into this town. The sensation i was feeling was bad, cold blooded, hated, frozen . I walked around slowly in my memories and saw a Skull Marked Mask Fall and break in half...but i did'nt look up to see its owner. I turned away to see Chris Garcias worried face in looking at me blood stained. As soon as i looked at Chris his face faded to show all the good memories we had together and then it showed Chris getting mad at me because on the news it showed me killing his parents and family. The illusion went too far i was'nt able to take in everything i was trying to hide for a long time. It was so bad my dark aura was racing towards my right eye, and i was forced to turn into a human not bearing he pain as a dog, I gained a very bad never ending headache that forced me to put my hands on my head to try and stop the pain. Finally i heard Tina's Scream which made me look for where it had started from. I was looking around past all the dead bodies of innocent people all killed from smooth lines that burned theyre skin off, my plasma gear. I tryed to ignore the screams, crying, laughter , and chanting of random people, random victims. I saw Tina who was resting on the floor all cut up from marks that were blade cuts from him. I regained my dark aura circulation and started to make a type of dark bandage over her wounds. She finally answered and got to her feet. "Him....." i said blankely I felt a weird familiar sensation in my right eye. "yes he has no name, but he likes to be called "him". He killed my parents" Tina said slowly. I could'nt help it i had to see what was wrong, i used my darkstar and looked a the reflection of my right eye, it had geass, i tryed to take off the Geass, it did not work. I tryed again multiple times! it didnt work. Now forming a fist "He.......He will pay!" I said with a hint of vengence in my town "hm?" Tina was curiously looking at me. My mask automatically closed the sections for my eyes as i never noticed it open until Tina looked at me. "My Geass...i cannot turn it off". I started to think , I cant control my Geass, so if I don't wear my mask and order someone to do something, in any tone, even not so serious. They will be forced to do it...I need to be Causious, i need to cover my eye, I will now have to wear my mask more then ever. I will have to put my old life on pause, and live a new life with a masks until i am able to return to norma. But i don't think i will find a cure, chaos does not have a cure...Still, now i have a reason something to fight for,
to
kill
HIMM!