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~~~~Just My Luck~~~

It all happened at the age of four...I was taken captive as a hostage, right then i was supposed to die but i didnt because i signed a contract with Death. Me being four I did not really look into what the contract asked i just saw the part where it says I will live and signed. But later I realize the contract says I will live as long as I continue to live the life of Chaos. I used my Geass power to kill those who took me hostage and ran home unharmed. The media posted on their channels how i was a kid who survived a hostage situation unharmed and looked into it more than they should have, this bothered me. That night i thought about what i done but i have surpressed hostility, meaning i dont always share my feelings. So i did not tell anyone about this night. Weeks after i recieved a dark Cape which contained darkness inside of it, i wore it and the cape started to clamp into my skin, it was already soulbound. The cape turned invisible so others won't be suspicious as Death thought would happen. Nothing bad happened after that week.
At the age of twelve its when my powers started to try and control me. My cape started to enter a dark aura that already started to run in my blood circulation naturally. Darkness was starting to get ready to live inside my body like a parasite. This is where my supressed hostility messed things up, one night i was thinking alot about how i felt with having these powers that made me kill people. My first death at the age of four. My powers started to take a massive step foward and act on its own, it made me walk up to my family and kill everyone in the household. Hours later the neighbors seemed to call and the cops arrived in the apartment. They glared at me suspiciously, they kept saying to me "tell us who did it" i denied ever knowing who did it even though i knew it was me. But telling cops you killed you;re parents will bring more attention to yourself. What will the media say if they hear this? The police started to say "if you know who it is and don't tell then you will have to pay the price" i replied with a simple no. The officer was aggrivated and decided to yell "listen you oughta give me more respect!" . Just then i could'nt take it, i turned to the officer and activated my geass and looked straight into his eye "and i demand more solitude, but we dont get all we want now do we?" my geass started to control him "except for me, things seem to go my way alot". "How about you start by killing the rest of the cops and kill yourself when you are done" I ordered the officer who then did what he was told. It felt good saying it but listening to what was happening did'nt feel the same. I dont even know if i wanted what i said to happen, i don't know what i did. At the guilty concience my instincts told me i could not live in my house looking at the dead souls i had made die. I went straight to one of my best friends, Chris Garcia. I asked him if i could stay over he said it was ok so i did. Chris offered me if i wanted something to make myself feel more home, i thanked him for the offer but declined i did not want to take advantage of my stay. I started attending school with Chris again, getting a ride to and back from school thanks to Ms. Garcia. That night while i was doing home work i saw chris come in and say my parents and i were in the news. He asked about how it happened, but i said i did not want to talk about it. Chris, being so kind went with my decision and said "if i ever want to talk about it again i can" .That made me change the topic from writing home work into writing a letter. When it was midnight i packed myself to go, placed the note on chris' desk that i wrote after homework. I left the household, because i could not take any more of being noticed too much out in the open. I worried about being captured or something. I walked for hours going the same direction until then i saw in view cops. I walked passed the side walk but they noticed me, what seemed to be a Lieutendant said "Hey what are you doing here so late?". "going home" i replied, "at midnigh" the official looked stunned. He then brought his attention to my eye which had formed geass without me realizing until he looked at me. He took out an object which i think was used to have a portable internet on info for cops or something. He seemed to not have found what he wanted and opened his mouth to say something but just then an explosion happened. The cops ran to the bank which was where the bomb was set off. I took advantage of the situation and started to walk away, but then i decided to stop and watch. I watched as all the cops tried to free the civilians. I watched some of the hostages die, i witnessed what appeared to be the leader of the crime threaten another explosion. I watched all of this, i call it chaos, a stale mate with no winner, just a compeition... My concentration broke when a soft female voice said "you watch all of them fight and yet have the power to safe them, but you don't" . I turn around to see the girl , a slim figure, pale, skinny looks like a teenager, brown hair, blue eyes. She started to lay against the wall relaxed. "Gutsy...Real Gutsy" She said in a taunting voice "no no you don't understand its not like i uh want them to die" I said to her. I assumed she worked for the followers of darkness because of how she knew what my power was and not to mention how she disappeared when i blinked. I decided to take refuge in an abandon house. I returned to my city a year later at the age of thirteen and revisited the Garcias so i can in a secret way thank them, not that they will know. After visiting them i return home and learn to absorb the decay of others, because the bodies of the dead still lie, and the blood still is there . I clean the house so it could not be seen as a grave yard. The aroma that was here when i came starts to drift away. I start to venture outside of the town again, this time i bump into a girl who's in a hurry. "ooff sorry!" I say "it's ok just move!, errr its too late great" The girl responded. Sirens broke the sound barrier and cops started to circle the girl and me "great" I said, cops would surely recognize me if the knews keeps talking about me. "So you are wanted also?" I ask as the dark aura rises off my body to prepare for combat. "yes, you say that so calmly have you been wanted before" She asked getting ready to fight by setting her kunai in her hand. "yes i am wanted" I say even though this may be a lie. "Well then being that ur wanted and you got me into this i say we fight against them" She said. "right" i responded and dashed passed behind tina throwing dark aura flames at the soldiers to burn them, while the girl hit soldiers with her kunais from afar. After fighting off the soldiers I noticed that one of the armored police trucks was carrying a machine. The girl noticed me staring at the machine and answered my question as if she read my mind "its sleeping gas if sources are correct , i can deactivate it just watch my back" The girl started to approach the machine and press buttons constructively. I walked close to the girl , picked up a gas mask from one of the soldier and started seeing what she was doing and occassionally scannng the area. Then the machine started to open and quickly i put the mask on the girl leaving me the one to sleep. I woke up and the girl left, i decided to walk back and cough because of inhaling smoke, when the smoke cleared off i found myself standing next to a dead old guy. I saw a even older women looking at me with tears "you killed him!" she said. "no i didnt he was like that when i came" i realized how stupid i sound and it wasnt worth it because she left any ways calling in more cops. The cops appeared shortly , taking out guns and aiming at me. I warned them "this fighting is pointless, i will just win , surrendor". "who do you think you are, fire" barked one of the cammanders. A dark sheild formed without me even trying to make one to protect me from the incoming bullets. I just took what was happening with me as a defensive measure from death, i then said "all who withdraw will not die" the shooting still did not stop. "very well then" i started to attack all of the soldiers at once with a dark blast serger. annihilating the soldiers who tried to attack, and i started to leave the battle scene. That was how my power has cursed me in my first time of using it, but now i understand...Living the life of chaos meant my life will be field with sorrow, and obsession. I wonder if i can prevent this from happening. My new power, to control anyone... And my dark powers.. Well then? =]