My dearest Sennyo,
What should I do? Please tell me, what should I do? It's so close, to the end. Of all of it. And yet, I'm so afraid. What if, when I wake up, they're not there? And, what of you? Will you disappear forever? Will you exist as a seperate entity? It would be nice, it would be fantastic if this person knew who she was, or at least will be. I thought it could all end this weekend, but now? I don't know anymore. I've made an obligation to work at the youth group's festival this coming July, and but, it's just so far away. I need to find a way to make a peace of mind for this person that I am to believe with all of my heart that this world truly is just an illusion that my mind has created, that way no obligation could ever bind my heart again, except for yours of course.
"It's unfair. All I wanted and needed to be happy was to be with you. How can I ever look forward to the future without you?"
Did you, Sennyo-dono? Lelouch vi Britania-dono had died last week. A matyr. "Yes...I...I destroy the world...and create it...anew."
I love you.
Please forgive, Sennyo. I'm so sorry.
Just like everything else, I've replaced you in my heart with the illusion of you. I replace you with Him as well, but an illusion of Him. The being of him that would exist past Death. It's all my fault. All I ever do is hurt those that are close to me all of them. And in return, the pain that I give them is recieved back to me. It needs to stop. It has to stop. Please forgive me, gomenesai.
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