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Poison Fairy Sennyo
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May 14, 2009
May 14, 2009 Thursday [now written at 1:26AM, Friday, May 15, 2009]

Never let this feeling go! Never let this feeling fade! Sennyo! It came back to me today, this wonderful feeling that I am and was experiencing. I never thought again that I could ever feel it again, this feeling of this emotion to such intensity. Is it true then? That you really have been with me this whole entire time? You, and the others? Even when I reject you, push you away, or misuse you? You really have been there for me this whole time, haven't you?
It all started with myself connected with Eureka Seven again. The music at first, and the the storyline that came with it. It was wonderful. I came back the last episode and episode 48, with Dominic-dono and Anemone-dono. It was in these two episodes in which the lovers featured in each were descending though the sky in one another's arms. I cried tears. Real tears. Tears of sadness, even as I already knew the story, tears of happiness, tears of relief. It has been so long since I have last cried with my heart. I don't want this feeling to fade, and yet...it already is.
Stars swept by them as they fell through the sea of the universe. She opened her eyes and blinked away star dust to see him a distance before her.
"—!" she cried out. She reached out to grasp his hand as she tried to quicken her fall. His eyes fluttered open.
"—?...—!" he yelled out to her. He moved his body and reached out to her as well. Their hands met and brought the other closer so as to hold the other hand.
"—," she said to him, "I do believe! I believe in us! I believe that together, we can do anything!" He smiled at her, tears glistened as they floated from his eyes into space.
"—...I know that even if the future is uncertain, we can still overcome it! Together!" he exclaimed. They came closer to one another and embraced. The grand sea of stars around them, the galaxies from afar shining brightly in the space of darkness with dazzling clouds of rainbow gases. The worlds were magnificent.
He continued, "We'll go on adventures everyday, and never look back on things that cannot be changed! We won't forget, or give up, or surrender to reality! The borders between dream and reality exist within our own minds, and we can live out our dreams within reality! No one can tell us what we can do, and no one can stop us from living our dreams!"
"—." She smiled at him, the summer breeze trapped in space came over them and they were enveloped in warmth.
"—," he said to her, his arms wrapped around her, "what I'm trying to say is, — — —."


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