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ARGH!! I don't kow what to do! He and I have breifly talked today, and it's killing me! I don't know what all happened, he kept it brief and didn't share or let on what he did today. I know he wasn't happy that I would often randomly hang up or leave MSN but he knew my cousin was over and I told him what he would do. I mean the nerve of the little guy. And he calls me the one who can't get a signifcant other. He's the one who is dating a girl over the net as well! I know it's not right to snoop but he did leave his convo open and he wasn't using my comp, and it was my comp. Anyway, this is not about him, what should i do about my own bf? I mean I feel like I pissed him off, or that something is bothering him, and he's bottling it up inside of him, allowing it to eat away. I mean I kow his grandmother is dying and all but, he didn't seem to care that much about her before. I dunno, I need to let it go, but I just can't. RIght now my heart is gone and i'm afriad to get it back in pieces.