ok, so, ill start with sunday.
Sunday: My mom and I went to buy my gigabeat-a souped up version of an ipod-and i paid my 100 dollars of birthday money....my birthday isnt until march....and all of my christmas money.
i now will get nothing for christmas except from my friends. ((which i am ever grateful for-otherwise, I would have nothing to un-wrap)) i got the 40gb with can hold up to 20,000 songs or if i play my cards right, 15,000 songs and 3,000 videos.
but, i doubt ill ever add any videos to it, i have no use for it. I spent the rest of the day charging it and downloading music. XD Mom and I also put up our christmas tree....it almost killed my doggie. T.T he tried to pull on a branch and it nearly fell on him. good thing his scrawny a** can run....and that it wasnt decorated yet. ^^;
Monday: Riko pulled me into his lap at lunch when I was talking to parker....who is getting less annoying all of a sudden....and it completely scared the s**t outta me. I was just standing there and all of a sudden, i was flying backwards, landing on my bookbag in his lap. Needless to say, it was an akward moment. I know that everyone but Riko could see me twitching. -_- But, then, miracle of all miracles, Parker saved me!!!! Wether it was intentional or not, i don't know, but I was so grateful. He asked to see my gigabeat, which was in my pocket so i had to get up to get it out. Then, Sammi, my wonderful pinky twin saved me by practically dragging me to the foyer and away from Riko.....THANK YOU SAMMI-KUN AND PARKER-SAMA!!!! I spent most of the night rocking out with my gigabeat on low volume and reading fat kid rules the world, which was a surprisingly good book.
Today (Tuesday)-Yeah, I went to publix today....tonight. Because we had to go and get a few things. Well, theres this really hot blonde guy who works there ((usually blondes dont do anything for me, but this one is like a 12 on the 10 point scale)) and he usually works on wednsdays and saturdays, so I wasnt worried about going out while I was looking like crap. I usually get somewhat dressed up and put on make-up when were going on one of the days that he works ((im his rl stalker)). Well, we went out and my hair was a mess and my make-up had washed off....mostly in the rain that started around 5 when i was outside skating, so we went and got our things, then surprise of all surprises, we go to check out. Now, this is Teusday night, so imagine my shock when I find that hes working the register for our line and me there looking like death. I was so imbarrassed. i coudnt even flirt with him. T.T so, after that huge, embarassing, nitemare was over, we went home and i down loaded more music. Feh. and people said that I'd never use up all 40gb's of space. I havent even had it a full 3 days yet and I already have 90+ songs on my gigabeat. Oh, I came to the realization today of how pathetic I am when it comes to asking guys out. Which I might end up having to resort to because every guy that I like seems to be the king of oblivion. Theyre all so clueless!!!! T.T Buck went and got another girlfriend....another devastating blow to my ego which is slowly but surely deflating and becomming nothing but a tiny speck of pride. So, Im just gonna ask the next guy that I like out. right then and there. *nods* I mean, its not like Im looking for a long-term relationship or anything. I just want a ******** buddy more or less. I hardly ever stay in a relationship for more that 2 months or so anyways, so its not like it matters if hes a good boyfriend or not. Damn. I just need someone to take all of my .... ((there is no word for this emotion)) out on. If I don't find one soon, i'll shut down and my brain will switch to auto pilot. Then Ill implode. Damn [censored-ness].
stare Speaking of guys, I'm now playing under cover hook up agent for two friends. Kasey and Lauren. Kasey with josh who I'm starting to talk to more and will eventually have a conversation with him about kasey laced with hints and now with bo for lauren. Im already friends with him, so its just a matter of dropping subtle hints here and there, but damn! when am i gonna be the one who gets help with this kind of thing. Speaking as well of help, today in geometry, we were working on our projects and noone could seem to get it other than me, My group finished yesterday, so i was sjust sitting around and talking when all of a sudden jimmy asks me for help with his equations, then the next thing i know, theres a whole ******** line of people asking for help because they can't get it. Then my mom yells at me for my 68.9 in that class ((well, technically its a 70 now because Mr. Vaughn was nice and passed me on progress reports)). i don't see how I manage to bomb every test we have and yet be the only one able to do the class work correctly. I just don't think I'm good at tests. Either that or my self-destructive lifestyle kicks in sub-consciously and I fail on purpose without really meaning to. *sigh* i guess that i'm just not meant to be a normal, productive, member of society.
stare Ill be the freak in the underground band that has all of the tatoos and piercings or Ill be another version of Stephen King and write horror books until I die.
So, thats my past few days for you. Not much in my boring life, but itll suffice for now.
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