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Such low tones...
He has left.
It seems like he may never return.
Although he will.
Doesn't he care?
Sometimes I ask myself
Does he truly love me
As his own young
Sometimes I cry, sometimes I scream
Why could he,
How could he!?
Maybe it's not true
Maybe I'm dreaming
Maybe it's not true
Maybe I'm dreaming
Maybe it's not true
Maybe I'm dreaming
It's insanity!
I look at her as she seems happy
I look at myself as I seem dead
I must be
So lost here
I know that I'm
The only one here
Maybe if I
Plead and beg
He'll come to me
Tell me it's okay
But I know that
Nothings allright here
I just want it
I'll scream it out!
Maybe it's not true
Maybe I'm dreaming
Maybe it's not true
Maybe I'm dreaming
Maybe it's not true
Maybe I'm dreaming
It's insanity!
Release me please
let me be free
This madness is
Making me go to extremes!
Everything settles...
But I still cry. In the memory
Soon I let it pass.
All is silent for a while...
I'll be okay.
Maybe if I...
No.
No!
No I won't!
I'm not okay!
Maybe it's not true
Maybe I'm dreaming
Maybe it's not true
Maybe I'm dreaming
Maybe it's not true
Maybe I'm dreaming
It's insanity!
I scratch my nails against the wooden walls
Not caring if they listen or not
I take off
Running
Screaming
Crying
I can't take it
I'll never come back
Leave the memories behind
Leave it all behind
So I won't remember
This all will be gone
In a flash
No it won't
These don't leave
Even knowing this
I don't care
Just get me out!
Out!
Out!
Out!