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Dead Inside And Out
Well... Life Has Its Ups and Downs... But For Me It Drives Straight To Hell...
dahead (11:24:33 PM): hi
lonelyangeredgoth (11:24:39 PM): hi
dahead (11:24:50 PM): how u doin
lonelyangeredgoth (11:25:06 PM): good
lonelyangeredgoth (11:25:18 PM): did you come just to tell me im hot or something?
dahead (11:25:20 PM): ok
lonelyangeredgoth (11:25:31 PM): because i've already been harassed by *****
dahead (11:25:53 PM): no am searching for friend
lonelyangeredgoth (11:26:06 PM): ok good
lonelyangeredgoth (11:26:13 PM): because im sick of ***** -.-
dahead (11:26:48 PM): u mean ***** as in *****?
lonelyangeredgoth (11:27:11 PM): yep
dahead (11:27:18 PM): lol
lonelyangeredgoth (11:27:19 PM): they asked me strange things sad
lonelyangeredgoth (11:27:28 PM): i have scars @.@
lonelyangeredgoth (11:27:32 PM): on my heart
dahead (11:27:33 PM): lyk wat
lonelyangeredgoth (11:27:43 PM): "how tight is your v****a?"
lonelyangeredgoth (11:27:49 PM): "i wanna ******** you so hard"
dahead (11:28:59 PM): that was sum dirty crap
lonelyangeredgoth (11:29:09 PM): yep
lonelyangeredgoth (11:29:17 PM): they think im ot or something T-T
lonelyangeredgoth (11:29:28 PM): my picture looks like im some slutty ho O.o
dahead (11:29:37 PM): wat ot
lonelyangeredgoth (11:29:45 PM): wha?
dahead (11:30:23 PM): u look beautiful and natural
lonelyangeredgoth (11:30:31 PM): but but but
lonelyangeredgoth (11:30:36 PM): i AM natural though >.>
dahead (11:30:39 PM): jus stay as natural as u can
lonelyangeredgoth (11:30:49 PM): im gonna add you as a friend o.o
dahead (11:30:51 PM): yea
dahead (11:31:05 PM): ok
dahead (11:31:49 PM): y do u call yo self lonely
lonelyangeredgoth (11:32:10 PM): because
lonelyangeredgoth (11:32:12 PM): in ways i am
lonelyangeredgoth (11:32:25 PM): though i ahve the best bf ever and alot of friends
lonelyangeredgoth (11:32:43 PM): i am always trying to fulfill my hunger to make my friends feel bad neutral
lonelyangeredgoth (11:32:47 PM): yet i can't
dahead (11:33:22 PM): so u got a bf
lonelyangeredgoth (11:33:37 PM): yep
dahead (11:33:42 PM): y do u wanna make ppl feel bad
lonelyangeredgoth (11:33:55 PM): my "friends" at school
lonelyangeredgoth (11:34:09 PM): i wanna make them feel bad for the longing of someone to know me neutral
dahead (11:34:10 PM): y
lonelyangeredgoth (11:34:25 PM): it's not like they udnerstand, and the longing is turning to anger
dahead (11:34:40 PM): dont get wat u mean
lonelyangeredgoth (11:34:45 PM): besides IF someone knew me i dont think i would want that either
lonelyangeredgoth (11:35:00 PM): i want to be mysterious yet i want to be known well
dahead (11:35:07 PM): say it clearer
dahead (11:35:12 PM): dont get u
lonelyangeredgoth (11:35:20 PM): -sigh-
dahead (11:36:14 PM): y do u wana be mysterios?
lonelyangeredgoth (11:36:35 PM): because then no one can hurt me
dahead (11:37:37 PM): u think so
lonelyangeredgoth (11:37:54 PM): in ways they can't
lonelyangeredgoth (11:38:03 PM): if i have to many friends it's more of a leash
dahead (11:39:39 PM): how do u think they hurt u?
lonelyangeredgoth (11:39:51 PM): i was raised to be obedient
lonelyangeredgoth (11:40:02 PM): being in a leash is like being a dog
lonelyangeredgoth (11:40:09 PM): i want to be a cat where they have no owner
lonelyangeredgoth (11:41:51 PM): a cat is mysterious yet well known
lonelyangeredgoth (11:42:03 PM): at the same time they also feel lonely...
dahead (11:42:22 PM): thats the problem
dahead (11:42:39 PM): do not be lonely any more
lonelyangeredgoth (11:42:45 PM): why shouldn't i?
lonelyangeredgoth (11:42:56 PM): it's my life, i can be lonely yet crave attention
dahead (11:42:57 PM): be cheerful and lively
dahead (11:43:33 PM): its not all abt attn its abt life
lonelyangeredgoth (11:43:41 PM): i am lively
lonelyangeredgoth (11:43:45 PM): that's my cover
lonelyangeredgoth (11:43:51 PM): but tons of friends ruin my life
dahead (11:43:52 PM): how lively it can become
lonelyangeredgoth (11:44:18 PM): im so lively i make others look boring D:<
dahead (11:44:28 PM): so get the friends who ruin u aside
lonelyangeredgoth (11:44:36 PM): they get mad neutral
lonelyangeredgoth (11:44:46 PM): they say "you shouldn't do that!"
lonelyangeredgoth (11:45:06 PM): that's the leash and scolding happening
dahead (11:45:07 PM): loneliness kills da spirit
lonelyangeredgoth (11:45:16 PM): my spirit can rest in hell
lonelyangeredgoth (11:45:21 PM): it's where i wanna belong now
dahead (11:45:35 PM): never repeat that
dahead (11:45:46 PM): do u know wat u sayin
lonelyangeredgoth (11:45:49 PM): i can if i wanna >.>
dahead (11:46:11 PM): are u a christian?
lonelyangeredgoth (11:46:15 PM): nope
dahead (11:46:47 PM): wat are u then?
lonelyangeredgoth (11:46:56 PM): i can be anything i wanna be
dahead (11:47:25 PM): no
lonelyangeredgoth (11:47:53 PM): dont be spreading your own beliefs on me
lonelyangeredgoth (11:47:58 PM): that's not your place
lonelyangeredgoth (11:48:02 PM): it's by business
dahead (11:48:35 PM): but its ma responsibility,dear
lonelyangeredgoth (11:49:07 PM): you think god is the leader of everything?
dahead (11:49:07 PM): u hav to be wat GOD want u to be
lonelyangeredgoth (11:49:13 PM): wow
lonelyangeredgoth (11:49:39 PM): your saying that satan is really a b***h when you know nothing of the religion


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