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I'm ripping into two.
One, I love you.
Two, I'm painfully dying.
One last breath,One last kiss.
Forget the rest,
This is now.
I love you, I love you, I love you.
I'm dying, I'm dying, I'm dying.
I'm splitting into two.
Why can't the pain stop?
If I die I'll cause pain,
If I live pain will eat me into nothing...
What do I pick?
Which is better?

Could it be possible I fell for you?
Is this why I die everytime I see you with her?
It's like a knife is stabbing me in the heart.
Ripping it into 2.
The blood from my heart trinkles down the person's hand.
He tastes the blood and feels delight.
Can't I find solace with you?
Just for once, Can I be someone close to you?
And not keep dying over and over?

My anger feels like my heart will burst,
the veins in my body circulating hatred.
It's like no one sees my hatred and angered filled eyes.
Can no one understand i am not sane?
That they are not civilized?One day they will die,
And when that happens only a few wil be laughing...

I regret living.
I regret being alive.
I regret being close to people.
I regret having friends.
I regret being a demon.
I regret leaving the dark.
I regret going into the light.
I regret- wait, no one is listening.
Guess im better off dead truly...