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im ******** confused.
And every day i swear i cry more over it.
Idk what to think.
I just want to leave.
Not that it would do any good.
Not that HE would want me eventho thats where i want to be.
I could go to Travis....maybe..but thats not what i want. I don't want him getting ideas with that.
The more i think about it.
the sicker i seem to feel.
Its been two days and im still scared to ******** text him.
What the hell.
that has nothing to do with how i feel.....or i think it doesn't..
I just wish i was with someone who understands what im going throo..or whatever it is.
I must sound pathetic.
Im not trying to be.
Im just trying to get at how i feel. because its all mixed up and i can't think and i just don't know what to do.
Somebody ******** tell me they know how to help...or something....
maybe.....
 Drop-Dead-Dinosaur · Wed Apr 15, 2009 @ 04:08am · 0 Comments |
