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Song: Anything i can't understand and is uber hard to fit the pissed off mood im in. Anything really ******** hard you got tell me. I need it.


So I think this guy finally got the hint that i don't want to talk to him anymore. He sent me like 4 texts yesterday and i didn't answer a single one. One every hour it was an annoyance. But seriously. bleh. hes gone finally thank god. Which means one less problem to have to deal with with.

And now i have another guy talking s**t about someone he doesn't know. I'm keeping my goddamn mouth shut from now on. Keep it all in. I don't ******** care that i shouldn't keep s**t in. Im going to. Travis will never know, Tiff might know, and everyone else can just wonder whats going on. Cuz im done talking. COMPLETELY.

I want to bash my head into a wall, i want to leave this goddamn house. Get away from the "i love you so much and we care" parents. I know they care but i will never open up to them and ask for their help.

I'm beyond pissed off with myself. I cause alllll of these goddamn problems. ANd im so done with myself already.