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Don't know why I bother. This thing isn't working right... even when it is nobody seems to comment anymore.

I feel like crap, again.

Sent a pm to the person from the last post... telling them that it hurt that they ignored me like that.... They got on around 7:40... message went to the sentbox.

It's now 8:30, and I checked, because I love to tortue myself... they've been on, back vending, completely ignoring me. Now I feel as important as the dirt under someone's shoe, it's a feeling I'm quite familior with, actually. Just never from this person before...

I guess there's only one good thing about this whole ordeal. I'm going to go to bed in a while. At least while I'm here at home I'll let myself cry. Which I promtly did the minute I saw that they'd been on for the whole hour.

Today has been a basically crappy day. I guess I can hope for is that tomorow will be better. Maybe by then I'll be important enough to talk to again.

Good night, my friends...