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I have gotten too much attention.
For what?
Spreading a couple bad influences out of
every pore of my body?
I don’t see the point of any concern for me
whatsoever. I’m nothing special.
I have people say that I have opportunities,
immense scholarships headed my way,
yet I don’t know why they care.
Why do any of you care?!
It’s not my nature to have a people with such a
strong concernment about me know that
I even exist.
Why do you all care for me? Or do you?
Why do you ask about me?
Why do I interest you? I’m boring, dull.
Do I have some kind of deranged lunatic sense about
me that you just happen to find funny?!
If you really want to worry about me,
you could kill me! Yeah that’ll make me happy.
I mean you seem to find it hilarious and oh-so very interesting
when I’m around; Kill me and let’s see how much that
raises your spirits!
I know you don’t want me around~ do you?
I wouldn’t want me around.
Again I ask why? Why do any of you even bother to remember
my name? My face? My personality?
I would ignore me.
It’ll make me seem even more like a ghost and disappear faster.