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I made up this thing a few years ago..
Something like
Life is like a ditch. You keep falling in...everytime the ditch gets bigger..Till eventually...you can't get out.

One day im going to fall in and not get out...And that will be it.
It makes sense to me..does it to anyone else?
I guess i just feel like i keep screwing things up for myself..and everyone else..Keep hurting people..And keep hurting myself..

I don't know what to do at the moment..I want to cry so bad..But its like..My body just wont let me anymore..Or it wont let me till im alone in my room in bed waiting for sleep to take over...

anyway...Im offline till i get home probably...