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To what extent is it when the people closest say they love you? It feels like I was all alone in the dark, then someone comes along and they're my light....but only for a while then the light just leaves me in my darkness again..... i feel like im going to be in this darkness forever.

.:corpse bride - tears to shead:.
If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain
If you cut me with a knife it's still the same
And I know her heart is beating
And I know that I am dead
Yet the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it's not real
For it seems that I still have a tear to shed


If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain
In the ice or in the sun it's all the same
Yet I feel my heart is acheing
Though it doesn't beat it's breaking
And the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it's not real
I know that I am dead
Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed

False words, empty words, what should i do? Everyone is slowly drifting away from me....im slipping back into the darkness.... i don't want to be alone anymore....i want to find my moon, someone who will always light my darkness no matter what...