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ok. today was fun. ill be honest with you all.
i was feeling really bad, but i was really upbeat, so i dont think anyone really noticed that my head was feeling all swimmy. ^^
So, today was our "supposed" performance in drama, but due to the general incompetence of mrs. hardin and her damn cold, she reschedualed it for tomorrow.
meaning that the clothes that i wore all day today, im going to have to wear tomorrow and maybe friday as well if we dont get to go tomorrow. ((i think that ill just change in the bathroom before that class sweatdrop )) Surprisingly, everyone worked today and we actually made it through our skit twice! twice i tell you! we've never made it all the way through once before. X_X so, imagine my surprise, that with....minimal effort and force, everyone worked today. It was surprisingly funny and just plain fun to act out.
So, today i was wearing my black silk tie ((im so proud of myself because i learned how to tie my own tie and was feeling in a generally kinky mood because of it)) i mean, c'mon! ties are just too much fun! i think that everyone should be forced to wear them! buwahahahahahaha! so, yeah, i felt very anime school girl-ish with the whole tie, collared white shirt and black pants and shoes. ^^
Then, during lunch, i heard a prep refer to her frys in a very immature and overly dramatic way ((like all preps do)) when she dropped a french fry onto the ground....she almost cried. For awhile there, i was watrching her to see if she would eat it off of the ground....she kept eyeing it. and the only thing that was going through my mind was "haha! the poor little anorexic has lost her weeks supply of food."
lol.
Then, after school, kasey and i were walking home ((or about to)) but ive become accustomed to going over and hanging out with buck, eli, bow, perry, brendan, and alex so that i can subtly flirt with buck and get free hugs from him. ^^ Well kasey enjoyed it to because of her conversations with buck and the fact that daniel was there. ((it was mostly daniel)) and i got to talk to buck alot....we had a rock fight to though....X_X. but, anyway, he knew about the kinky tie trick and was teasing me and pulled me toward him, and the first time, i actually though he was going to kiss me. i was so happy....then he was just like "oh, you mean like this?" then he let go. then he did it again in front of kasey, and i knew that it wasnt going to happen, so i was just like "....hi buck" and kept the mandatory 4 inches from him....although i wouldnt have minded honestly....damn my self control! I was right there! if nothing else, i could have at least gotten in a surprise one! id be happy for awhile with that! but....*sigh im afraid that he has a girlfriend at the moment, and i dont think that i could take a guy away from a girl....especially such a nice one....if she was a total b***h, then id have no qualms about it....but shes not damn it all! shes actually nice! stare damn nice people and their relationships....
Then daniel made a crack that i just happened to over hear about s&m's being freaked up in the head....which really hurt my feelings. i pulled my whole pathetic im gonna cry face and asked him is a shaky voice "whats wrong with my people....?" *sniffle to which he repleid....nothing....i guess *almost blushing and then i went into the whole rendition of how im mostly m ((f.y.i. for anyone who dosnt already know....s is sadistic and m is masochism so, s&m=sado-masochism....but....anyway))then i said "just because i like to see people i pain dosnt make me an s....i just think its funny...." and he gave me this i cant beleive you look to which i replied "....ok....so maybe im just a little s....but im mostly m. oh! did i mention that i have a pair of furry handcuffs?!?" =^_^=" to that point, buck grabbed my wrist and pushed it up into the air, like he was pushing me against a wall and then the other one, and the only thing i could do was smile and say "yep....keehee like that ^^" and then, as kasey and i were leaving, daniel was explaining it to his friend gary ((the whole s&m thing)) and he said you know, she likes the chains and stuff like that and i called over my shoulder "im not really into chains, but i love spikes! i have lots of spikey collars and things around my house....just ask minion"
=^_^=
to which kasey and i were both drooling all of the way home.
her about daniel and me about buck.
....oi....i dont think that this sickness is ever going to go away. ive known and liked him since the fourth grade and it has gradually progressed from a minor crush to a feeling oh oh my god! throw my against the bars and ******** me! kind of thing....i think im getting sick btw....not [censored] sickness, but an actual physical ailment....ive had the sniffles all day as well and now theyre getting worse.
Oh, and I've been listening to my favorite song again. I've loved it since i was like 4....the first time i ever heard it and remembered it. Its called "Glycerine" by Bush. If you've never heard it, get off of your lazy asses and find it on media player or listen to it on yahoo music.com. ^^ it rox!
so, yeah. so concludes this exciting tale/rendition of kinky ties and dramatic fries.
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Today's quote of the day:
((i made this one up all on my own =^_^=))
S&M-scarring one body part at a time since 1404
I wanna T-shirt that says that.
A nice black one with red writting and the "&" sign drawn out of barbed wire....
redrum and wine
Shes like a fine wine, only better!
 redrum and wine · Thu Oct 27, 2005 @ 03:06am · 2 Comments |
