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Title: Shower Me In Love

I still wait and search and search, I get rejected and ya it hurts. I just hope for a simple yes, so that I can show that I can be the best. I wait and wait, wanting it so badly. I sadly see myself paint my walls black. I sit in the darkness, I can't denie that fact. I see other people with this loving feeling, and hope to experience the same thing. I want it so bad I feel like I should be pushing and shuving. I want to take it and seal it inside me. It's not something I can get so easy, It's something someone has to give me. As you can see I decieve my feelings, greaving over how much I want to recieve it.