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Today was a horrible day. It started when i woke up late today. I was in a crabby mood. and i was depressed. When i went upstairs my dad was half alsleep. I was rushing and wining and i couldn't get fast enough i was REALLY running late and i just can't afford to be late this year. my dad made me sit down and 'relax' for a minute. Then he said that if i sat to long i would just get later. i was crying. So then i got up and rushed out the door, but i forgot my glasses and i had my shoes and crap in my arms because i didn't have a match to my sock and had to go get one. and i hit the desk with my bag and i forgot to bring my dirty clothes up to get washed. So when i knocked something down my dad shot off the bed and grabbed me. He hit me a couple times on the head. and like i said i have been (still was) crying so hitting my trobbing head didn't help at all. Then he walked back into the room. I of course fell silent. i grabeed my glasses and went down the stairs crying warm tears silently to myself. i got down stairs and grabed my sock and took my basket to the landing for mom. Then i headed out the door. I Sobbed over halfway to school. Then i had all my stupid classes to deal with. Sadly, i think the best class i had most of the day, was my english class...where we where watching Schindler's List. Thats pretty bad. After school i cheered up a bit. Well, until my dad called from work anyway. he just wanted to 'talk'. And he just kept repeating himself like he always does. It was frustrating and i couldn't even hang up on him, or i'd just get in trouble when he got home. he says he just hit me so that i cwould get control of myself. Who hits people hard on the head, just to snap them back to reality. a slap..sure...then at least i'd have a reason to stay in my room and skip school with a giant bruise on my cheek, but noo, he had to thump me on my ******** head.

News Flash on a couple days ago. If i ever hear Caitlyn say 'You've left me to!!! i hate my life, why do i always loose all my friends?' (not quoted exactly) i may just really not be her friend anymore. I"M TIRED OF HEARING PEOPLE COMPLAIN TO ME! Everyday it's like 'i did a stupid thing to my boyfriend again. he's really mad he's just ignoring me' GOD YES I KNOW THW STORY!!! BLAH BLAH BLAH!!....i'm tired of it. I'm...tired....

Please ignore all spelling typo's and have a great day.