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Walking, realizing what just happend
Walking turning into running
Tears flying back behind me
Splashing on the sidewalk
Almost a trail to me
Someone find me...
Someone just love me...
Getting home and running into my room
Almost crawling into a corner and breaking down crying...
The mirror only shows what i cant be
Written in lipstick on it
"13 how unlucky"
Crying even when he wasnt worth my tears
He's been worth it.
My tears turning into sobs
Then gasps for air
Hearing a knock at the door
Looking at it, watching it open slowly
Seeing you stand there
Your face pale from running
Scooting away while you come closer
Getting up and walking towards you
Feeling confidence in myself
Looking you straight in the eyes while the tears drip from my face...
Seeing in your eyes how my make up runs, how the memories of you and me fall with it...
Whispering in a shaky voice "you were always worth it.."
My heart almost breaking in two when i said that
It was the first time i talked in two weeks...
Watching the tears fill your eyes
Looking away knowing i wasnt any better...
Tears continues falling from my face and falling to the floor with a soft pattering sound..
Feeling your arms around me in an instant
Nearly collapsing in your arms from crying
Hearing you whisper, "It shouldn't have been the way it turned out..."
Rushing tears almost like a waterfall dampen your shirt
Your tears run down my the back of my neck
Shaken by what you said choking out "What was to be then?"
Taking a little while to answer, you slowly say "It wasn't meant to be anything..."
Pushing away from you but being to weak from crying just collapsing again
Crying knowing there was no future...
The frozen time surrounding us
I wanted this moment to last forever
Just young and depressed