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Sitting here in this corner...
Watching you stand there with her by your side.
Seeing the smile on your face slowly wipe away
Because of me...
For my tears breaking through the silence with sobs constricting my chest
Hearing the gasps filling the air
They're coming from me...
The most imperfect person
With all the faults to be blamed
Just watching her hands move to yours and clutching it
My eyes filling with new tears
Listening to her soft whispering of sweet nothings in your ear
Seeing in the reflective mirrors that surround me the tears that fall
When they fall, they almost crash around me
The stinging pain of the burden i am to you
Mouthing the words "im sorry" to you and running
Only to be stopped by your companion standing in front of me
Her brown eyes almost reaching down inside of me and tugging on my supply of breath...
Falling with almost no movement backwards
Breathing my last breath and closing my eyes
Seeing the last image of us
Sharing an embrace
Smiling...
Being together...
Sighing once more and falling asleep
A sleep of regret
A sleep of death...
Feeling horrible as ever, almost wishing i wasnt a burden to whom i love
When he loves her.
I may be wrong...
But i have to risk it
Brokenhearted with tears filling my eyes
~Lauren...
 iChemical-kiss · Sun Jan 04, 2009 @ 01:00am · 0 Comments |
