my heart is numb
from the words they say,
my body's cold like ice
i fear nothing but
the pain of those i've lost,
that rips me from the inside out
until i can't take it any more,
it pains me to think of them but
i do
sometimes i wish i could go mute so
none hear me cry
and go blind so none see my pain,
but i can't
the only thing i can do is lye in my own pain
and hope i can feel something again
why is it like this
why must i feel numb
