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i've gone throught the thoughts in my head and found a memory that i wish was dead. I didnt like that memory but i have it still in my head of that stupid day. but the only reason that memory came was because i let it because for once i wanted to see an old face and not cry remembering what it was like to just smile and mean it but i dont know if i can thats the thing i smile now because whats left of me is happy but whats gone but still here is starting to fade into the dark from which it came. but it will still be there and catch me when i'm that whole again then i'll wait and see if there is some one to help in the dark like before or i'll just keep in the dark till i am free from a curse which can never be undone