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Well today was back in scool, forced to look at the empty desk where Charlie would have sat. I was friends with his friends, and I sat with some of them today, but the conversation never really picked up. His friends don't know the REAL reason why Charlie died. It just makes me feel that much worse. Also in math, we had a substitue. Charlie was in my math class, and when the sub called out his name, I was forced to answer, since everyone stared at me. I all of a sudden couldn't speak and so I studdered out my answer. "He's... not w-with us anym-more...." I hung my head in shame and the sub looked at me like I should be on medication. She noticed we had the same last name (I'm related to him on my dad's side, and Charlie's so called father is my dad's brother) and she made the assumption that we were brother and sister. "Oh, I'm sorry dear. Was he your brother?" God lady, just f**k off. "No, cousins." was what I spat back at her. Luckily enough I was wearing black today, so I stared at my desk like a little emo girl and she left me alone.