Well today was uneventful. My parents tryed not to make any referance as to Charlie, which is good for me. I think it puzzles them why I don't seem as depressed as they thought I would be. That's for two reasons: 1) I hide my emotions well behind a mask 2) You me know know, and you and my parents never to find out haha I still miss him, though. Today in the mall, I saw a couple walking, and the girl play-punched her boyfriend on the arm, like I used to do with Charlie.... Then he used to tickle me back, and we'd get into this huge fight, every fifteen minutes or so *weak laugh* I almost had to turn around from where I came from and go find a bathroom stall to cry in.... I'm usually good with keeping my emotions in order, but my friend with me could tell that there was something wrong. I've known her since I was... oh say about five years old or so. Anyway, let's just hope that nothing else happens today....
watch and be amazed: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ERNSnfpf0ahhh i got hacked!!! now i have no more golddddd ): please please consider donating??? i'm saving up for a guild... D: ((yes, i'm that poor... >< ))
ayoxamy · Sun Jan 04, 2009 @ 10:21pm · 0 Comments |