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Found out the ex is gonna leave to Detriot after the lease is up in March. Though I don't think much good can come from it. I'll end up forgetting about her as time goes by. My way of using time to heal wounds I suppose. If it weren't for my ignorance I would still be with her I suppose. I'll never forget the way I feel but I'l prolly forget everything else about her. Everyone leaves , they always do , It never changes. I'm wondering when I will leave.

It's funny first you feel like you have everything in the world...Then one day you wake up and you don't want it anymore. I guess that's the way to describe it in a simple sentence. I know I will be okay in every aspect but the one that matters to me the most, that part I know I wont be fine.

So what now? Well I just feel like....I don't know . Not sure to say the least.
Though I know I will have plenty of time to find out sooner or later..